'Cause you said, said he was the one
yes you lied, precisely.
Shhh! Girl's Age are secret.
My birthday falls on 15August.
I'm contented with my life, My Sister, My Fun-Loving Girlfriends & Cliques who will always be there for me. Thats what i need & That what God has given me as gifts. It will be Fun who make more friends & socialize with more people out there. I'm easy-going but i can be nasty at times. I smile, not Frown ? & can't be bother with people that hates me (:
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Nothing special, V's day.
Tuesday, February 09, 2010, 11:42 PM
Team finally gotten into Top4 & National.
But i don't feel like playing anymore.
Sick & tired of games.
Its how funny when one tell you, They miss you, Yet in their heart is still lingering with other person.
Okay, I'm down with sickness ):
Damn hard to talk with my throat all dried.
No matter how much water i drink, It still doesn't works @ all.
Falling sick really sucks, honestly.
I went home through school half-way.
I couldn't stand with my illness.
Home & slept all the way.
Too tired.
Moodless as well.
5more days, not looking forward @ all.
I don't want to fall sick during CNY ):
I want to eat my Bagua & Steamboat @ home.
Shiatshiatshiatz !
God, Quickly heal me up.
I want to eat nicenice food during chinesenewyear.
& say ' happy new year ' & get my redpakets ):
V's day is coming.
Nothing special, Not for singlebabies.
But its okay (: Cause i know Huang & co is there for me.
Will be meeting them on that day, most probably.
Everyday is V's day, so whats so special about 14feb man.
Its just a date, a day where all couples to go.
Don't all couples meet up & go out everyday whenever & so they like ?
lol.
Nothing special, to me.
Yawn, Seriously.
I know, Forever is just a word.
Hiding in my heart will only lead to misunderstanding.
Just looking @ the white space,
I know everything is just totally impossible.
I've never dare to think & dream of it, since that day.
I don't have to make myself suffer & go into sucha emotional mood.
I can take it up easily & let go easily.
I don't have to be affected by whats happening around you.
I don't have to, really.
You won't be much affect in my life.
i won't let it happened the third time.
(-:
Perhaps I've changed over years, months.
Sometimes i don't like to be reminded of the past.
Though flashback & memories do hurt,
But getting it over very fast.
Its awesome that they are still somewhere in me. But they never going to stand a place in my life, anymore.
Like i've say, Sometimes we shouldn't turn back in life @ all.
It will only repeat & repeat the stories itself.
So don't plead, don't sweettalk.
It will never work.
Won't be going to fall for the same trap, same pain for the 2nd time.
It okay to be reminded of now, its okay to think back.
But its totally suck to get back to the past.
Appearing, disappearing, appearing, disappearing.
The list goes on & on ..
I've no idea why i'm talking about this.
But it just came into my mind.
Just want to say it out to make myself feel better.
Though anger is filling up in me.
But, I'll be fine tomorrow morning when i'm awake.
I've been appreciating everyone's concern.
The care they have been giving.
But all i can say is, Sorry.
I'm not ready @ all.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7.
I know you all will read my blog.
I hope you get my meaning, honestly.
You know how special everything could be.
Its just like being in another world without anyone.
But this will only last for awhile, yes i know.
Its just like a habit of living in a world & life like this.
But the World is rotating & moving everyday.
Life just have to simply change.
We can never trust guys words easily.
They drank too much sweet-talks.
Winkwink ^^
Goodnightz !
But i don't feel like playing anymore.
Sick & tired of games.
Its how funny when one tell you, They miss you, Yet in their heart is still lingering with other person.
Okay, I'm down with sickness ):
Damn hard to talk with my throat all dried.
No matter how much water i drink, It still doesn't works @ all.
Falling sick really sucks, honestly.
I went home through school half-way.
I couldn't stand with my illness.
Home & slept all the way.
Too tired.
Moodless as well.
5more days, not looking forward @ all.
I don't want to fall sick during CNY ):
I want to eat my Bagua & Steamboat @ home.
Shiatshiatshiatz !
God, Quickly heal me up.
I want to eat nicenice food during chinesenewyear.
& say ' happy new year ' & get my redpakets ):
V's day is coming.
Nothing special, Not for singlebabies.
But its okay (: Cause i know Huang & co is there for me.
Will be meeting them on that day, most probably.
Everyday is V's day, so whats so special about 14feb man.
Its just a date, a day where all couples to go.
Don't all couples meet up & go out everyday whenever & so they like ?
lol.
Nothing special, to me.
Yawn, Seriously.
I know, Forever is just a word.
Hiding in my heart will only lead to misunderstanding.
Just looking @ the white space,
I know everything is just totally impossible.
I've never dare to think & dream of it, since that day.
I don't have to make myself suffer & go into sucha emotional mood.
I can take it up easily & let go easily.
I don't have to be affected by whats happening around you.
I don't have to, really.
You won't be much affect in my life.
i won't let it happened the third time.
(-:
Perhaps I've changed over years, months.
Sometimes i don't like to be reminded of the past.
Though flashback & memories do hurt,
But getting it over very fast.
Its awesome that they are still somewhere in me. But they never going to stand a place in my life, anymore.
Like i've say, Sometimes we shouldn't turn back in life @ all.
It will only repeat & repeat the stories itself.
So don't plead, don't sweettalk.
It will never work.
Won't be going to fall for the same trap, same pain for the 2nd time.
It okay to be reminded of now, its okay to think back.
But its totally suck to get back to the past.
Appearing, disappearing, appearing, disappearing.
The list goes on & on ..
I've no idea why i'm talking about this.
But it just came into my mind.
Just want to say it out to make myself feel better.
Though anger is filling up in me.
But, I'll be fine tomorrow morning when i'm awake.
I've been appreciating everyone's concern.
The care they have been giving.
But all i can say is, Sorry.
I'm not ready @ all.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7.
I know you all will read my blog.
I hope you get my meaning, honestly.
You know how special everything could be.
Its just like being in another world without anyone.
But this will only last for awhile, yes i know.
Its just like a habit of living in a world & life like this.
But the World is rotating & moving everyday.
Life just have to simply change.
We can never trust guys words easily.
They drank too much sweet-talks.
Winkwink ^^
Goodnightz !
Tags replied.
Monday, February 08, 2010, 11:17 AM
Sonny(T): TAGGEDNoted, Thanks.
6 Feb 10, 00:02
Yiting: can sell me your blanket not? haha! tagged anyway,see you in school.
Cannot, My blanket got my smell already. lol. Thanks for helping me to keep my Fujiapple just now ah. lol.
5 Feb 10, 23:45
ZJ ♥: View & TAGGED ~
Noted, thanks.
5 Feb 10, 19:10
Yingqi: Hey okay recovering soooon! Monday, good match Anisia. Recover soon girl.
See you on court, later (: No hard-feelings no matter whats the score ye.
5 Feb 10, 12:06
Pb: Stay happy! ignore those useless guys out there. You know thers is better ones.
(: Thanks alot, I know, i definitely know.
4 Feb 10, 23:46
..: To: Ohyeah, Your friend now 18 cfm can take what. aft that batch cannot alrd la -.-
..: Hey anisia, nice blog you have, alright i heard many pple says 21 mah :O
..: to: Okayyyy, I dont know what.
Thanks (: No, Indeed there is plans about reaching the age of 21 than it can get ones' lic. But it has not come to an decision yet. So for the meantime, as long as you've hit the age of 18, Lic is still welcome for you (: Thanks for coming to my bloggggg :D
4 Feb 10, 22:05
Elisa: HAHAHA! (lol)
You siao ah ? Crazyinsanefellow. HAHA!
4 Feb 10, 09:58
Tessa: But they're getting out of board. Maybe you should clarify the matter by yourself ? You're pretty (:
It doesn't affects me @ all (: I don't have to clarify anything to them. Hah, Thanks alot.
3 Feb 10, 20:56
Pb-...: 1990 is the last batch of taking lic 1991 and above, 21 then can take car lic.
Noooooo (: Its not true.
3 Feb 10, 20:18
-SHANNA♥: link me up. (:
You're linked (:
I didn't realized that,
All along without you by my side, It would hurt so badly.
Start of the day, it was a bad day for me.
I was reminded of something,
I was thinking of so much things.
Lastnight was a late night for me.
Rolled around my bed & managed to fall asleep @ 4am.
Just 2 days ago,
Yet i felt like its has been so long.
I wonder when will it be the next.
)-: Sighz.
Not prepared, Don't even want to play.
Don't have the mood, doubt i'll perform later again.
Leaving school @ 3.30.
English lesson just now, choosen to go for Debating session.
But in the end, i choose to help them in their research only.
Cause i can't click with this class @ all.
So research will be for me while the rest will go debate.
Don't want to emabarasses myself infront of the whole uppersec.
tsktsk, I'm bloated ): I'm full.
Life is just so realistic.
12:27 AM
Everything i once had,
Everything i once went through,
everything just became memories.
I could only have flashback, I could only think of it.
I know i'll never grab hold of any of it anymore.
I know i can never turn the times back,
I know even if things were to be back the same,
The situation will be totally different.
We'll never be able to sense the past anymore.
be it 1month, 3 months, 8 months, 1 year, 3 years, 5years or 7years.
We can never have anything back @ all.
I was too foolish, too dumb,
To actually thought i can salvage things again.
But i've been total fool.
Today, i realize so much things,
It was just my wishful thinking, sometimes.
When i knew it, I wanted to pretend that i didn't hear or seen it.
I wanted to pretend that i did not know about it @ all.
But it was so hard, it actually did affect.
Now, i know how hard the impact can be.
I really did not want to place my emotional right here,
On this blog.
But, I've just realize something as well.
Its been so nong since i shared with Huang my stuffs.
Sometimes its just so hard to open my mouth,
to say everything out.
The feeling is just totally so different already.
Everytime i wanted to turn to someone, i realize they were all gone.
Life is just so realistic, friends come & go.
I really wish i could just control my feelings,
For not getting hurt too much.
Though i know i'll always get hurt in the end.
But, infact,
What hurts the most was just being too close.
Thus i've been keeping my distance,
Not getting too close, watch my words & control myself.
I should be on my bed right now,
Yet i find myself having difficulty falling asleep.
Sometimes i wish night will never come.
I hate to wakeup.
I really want to move on,
I really want to find back myself.
I can't continue life, this way.
Whatever, enoughenoughenough of emo-ing )-:
Really wish that day @ iluma, i would see someone.
Tsktsk.
20th is approaching, something gonna happen that day.
Yet, I'm not really looking forward,
Infact, I'm much more afraid.
Just 12 more days to go ..
Sighz.
If only i could be stress-freeeeeeeeeeee .
)-:-( Life is just so tsktsk.
Alrights, turning in soon after a call.
Goodnightz .
I know we can never turn years back (-:
Not pinning hopes,
But just disappointed about the falsehopes.
I'll never dream about it anymore,
I just want to live day-by-day ;D
Everything i once went through,
everything just became memories.
I could only have flashback, I could only think of it.
I know i'll never grab hold of any of it anymore.
I know i can never turn the times back,
I know even if things were to be back the same,
The situation will be totally different.
We'll never be able to sense the past anymore.
be it 1month, 3 months, 8 months, 1 year, 3 years, 5years or 7years.
We can never have anything back @ all.
I was too foolish, too dumb,
To actually thought i can salvage things again.
But i've been total fool.
Today, i realize so much things,
It was just my wishful thinking, sometimes.
When i knew it, I wanted to pretend that i didn't hear or seen it.
I wanted to pretend that i did not know about it @ all.
But it was so hard, it actually did affect.
Now, i know how hard the impact can be.
I really did not want to place my emotional right here,
On this blog.
But, I've just realize something as well.
Its been so nong since i shared with Huang my stuffs.
Sometimes its just so hard to open my mouth,
to say everything out.
The feeling is just totally so different already.
Everytime i wanted to turn to someone, i realize they were all gone.
Life is just so realistic, friends come & go.
I really wish i could just control my feelings,
For not getting hurt too much.
Though i know i'll always get hurt in the end.
But, infact,
What hurts the most was just being too close.
Thus i've been keeping my distance,
Not getting too close, watch my words & control myself.
I should be on my bed right now,
Yet i find myself having difficulty falling asleep.
Sometimes i wish night will never come.
I hate to wakeup.
- I hate to know that, no one is waiting for me downstair.
- I hate to know that, Valentine isn't a couple day for me.
- I hate to know that, I've no sweet messages to received.
- I hate to know that, I've no presents to receive on V's day.
- I hate to know that, I always have to depend on myself.
I really want to move on,
I really want to find back myself.
I can't continue life, this way.
Whatever, enoughenoughenough of emo-ing )-:
Really wish that day @ iluma, i would see someone.
Tsktsk.
20th is approaching, something gonna happen that day.
Yet, I'm not really looking forward,
Infact, I'm much more afraid.
Just 12 more days to go ..
Sighz.
If only i could be stress-freeeeeeeeeeee .
)-:-( Life is just so tsktsk.
Alrights, turning in soon after a call.
Goodnightz .
I know we can never turn years back (-:
Not pinning hopes,
But just disappointed about the falsehopes.
I'll never dream about it anymore,
I just want to live day-by-day ;D
Drunkard.
Sunday, February 07, 2010, 12:15 AM
Lastnight, was havoc.
Total havoc, Huang knows my mood was really down.
She knows i was definitely affected.
She knows i was having too much flashback.
I was feeling so terrible lastnight.
Huang , Joy & Sim took care of me, turns by turns.
Huang told me she see me looking so uncomfortable.
She says i look like i've difficulties in speaking.
& i kept pushing people around me away.
I felt so irritated.
She told me my head kept knocking against the basin & wall so hardly.
I somehow could remember alittle lastnight,
I somehow forgotten things that happened lastnight.
The pain was just right here.
The ache was what i felt lastnight.
I'm the oldest among them, I should be taking care of them.
It was Joy's birthday, I should stay awake.
But i couldn't make it around 12am +
Headed to Bugis today with Huang, J , B-K, J.
Yong was suppose to tag along with us,
But he lied to me, he put us aeroplane.
Didn't want to bother about it too much.
Trained to Bugis & shop.
): @ first i did not buy anything,
I brought 2 topshop boxer & a Praise tee yesterday.
Today, Nothing caught my eyes.
Walk & headed to Illuma for dresses.
Brought 2 dresses & Huang brought 1 dress.
I guess i wanna go down again tmrw for more dresses ):
Nao i'm home, feeling so unwell.
I wanna vomit, I find my gastric so terrible.
My headache is also murdering me badly.
I wish i would be fine by Monday.
I can't skip that match, totally can't.
Out of all the matches, Monday is the match i wanted to play most.
The game i wanna fight for everything.
Update more another day, Have not uploaded all the photos onto computer.
Reply tag in next update,
Nao, I can't face the computer anymoreeeeeeeeeee.
My headache is -'- totally a idiot thing.
Its been so nong.
nao, everything is turning back.
I hate myself for being like this.
I hate myself for speaking so much mean stuffs to you.
But, What said has been say.
I can't take it back, neither can i pretend that i did not blurt it out before.
I know i'm mean,
I know i've changed,
I don't know the reason for my changes.
But i definitely know, I'm still me.
nao, everything is turning back.
I hate myself for being like this.
I hate myself for speaking so much mean stuffs to you.
But, What said has been say.
I can't take it back, neither can i pretend that i did not blurt it out before.
I know i'm mean,
I know i've changed,
I don't know the reason for my changes.
But i definitely know, I'm still me.
Jabjab.
Thursday, February 04, 2010, 6:47 PM
Tomorrow going to meet them & hit down to Jabjab for Joy's birthday.
Finally Sim is joining us after Mia-ing from us for a week or so.
Hopefully tmrw everyone gonna be strong & not getting drunk so easily.
Hahhhhhhhh !
People around me should know that,
I don't really drink in the past.
I remembered someone texted me & asked me to takecare,
Asking me to cut down on drinking nowadays.
I replied with
' You taught me this, You were like this in the past as well. I learn everything from you '
Though i can't believe i actually say this to him.
But, Its from the bottom of my heart.
He knows i always dislike him drinking, but ..
Ok, I shouldn't talk so much about him anymore.
Bet he has forgotten about me or has already got a new girlfriend.
Don't want to be so draggy & Nosy about all this stuffs anymore.
Heading down to Bugis later to get Joy's cake with Huang & E.
Actually suppose to accompany my parents for Chinese's newyear stuffs.
But i don't think i am following them,
Cause we need the cake tmrw night.
& I just came back from my Facial appointment.
I fell asleep though the procedure.
Feel so much refresh nao,
But i have to wait for those redmarks to disappear after tmrw or Saturday.
Hopefully it don't stays on my face tooooo long.
And because i did Facial, & my knee still hurt,
I guess i'll have to skip training tmrw afternoon & come home to sleep.
Monday is match & i'm afraid my kneecap won't get any improvement.
And hopefully Yingqi & co have a speedyrecovery.
So we can have a good-match on the court.
Yawnnnn ! I have completed all my homework today in school.
Like a happy only.
& i helped Pek to mark her math paper.
Hiakhiak.
Okok, I better stop blogging.
Saturday going down to Bugis with Huang for Chinesenewyear clothing.
Woots !
I've made up my mind,
Not to bother about who're you going to contact or so.
Be it your dazhu, xiaozhu or muzhu.
I won't comment much anymore.
Do whatever you like (:
Contact whoever you want (:
Meet anyone you wish (:
You say you couldn't find it back,
Perhaps its because someone is going to step into your life.
All the best to you & perhaps ' her ' .
Too much had happened.
I wanna get high tomorrow night.
-'-
See you later !
Miss you deepdeep.
Finally Sim is joining us after Mia-ing from us for a week or so.
Hopefully tmrw everyone gonna be strong & not getting drunk so easily.
Hahhhhhhhh !
People around me should know that,
I don't really drink in the past.
I remembered someone texted me & asked me to takecare,
Asking me to cut down on drinking nowadays.
I replied with
' You taught me this, You were like this in the past as well. I learn everything from you '
Though i can't believe i actually say this to him.
But, Its from the bottom of my heart.
He knows i always dislike him drinking, but ..
Ok, I shouldn't talk so much about him anymore.
Bet he has forgotten about me or has already got a new girlfriend.
Don't want to be so draggy & Nosy about all this stuffs anymore.
Heading down to Bugis later to get Joy's cake with Huang & E.
Actually suppose to accompany my parents for Chinese's newyear stuffs.
But i don't think i am following them,
Cause we need the cake tmrw night.
& I just came back from my Facial appointment.
I fell asleep though the procedure.
Feel so much refresh nao,
But i have to wait for those redmarks to disappear after tmrw or Saturday.
Hopefully it don't stays on my face tooooo long.
And because i did Facial, & my knee still hurt,
I guess i'll have to skip training tmrw afternoon & come home to sleep.
Monday is match & i'm afraid my kneecap won't get any improvement.
And hopefully Yingqi & co have a speedyrecovery.
So we can have a good-match on the court.
Yawnnnn ! I have completed all my homework today in school.
Like a happy only.
& i helped Pek to mark her math paper.
Hiakhiak.
Okok, I better stop blogging.
Saturday going down to Bugis with Huang for Chinesenewyear clothing.
Woots !
I've made up my mind,
Not to bother about who're you going to contact or so.
Be it your dazhu, xiaozhu or muzhu.
I won't comment much anymore.
Do whatever you like (:
Contact whoever you want (:
Meet anyone you wish (:
You say you couldn't find it back,
Perhaps its because someone is going to step into your life.
All the best to you & perhaps ' her ' .
Too much had happened.
I wanna get high tomorrow night.
-'-
See you later !Miss you deepdeep.
Why am i still looking around for you .
Wednesday, February 03, 2010, 7:02 PM
This morning, ran 1.6km.
Came in 4th for my class and i ran with two of my sonny & sebes @ the end.
Wanted to look for buddy during the run,
But nomatter how fast i tried to chase up those class infront,
i couldn't find him.
Pek was surprised that i did run.
Anyway, than aftermath, Cpa lesson & did all the coursework.
After 2 hours of Cpa, Pe lesson.
Slacked all the way, i was too tired to continue excerising.
Recess & changed up, cheese tofu.
Back to class with my Fuji apple and its math lesson.
Chinese lesson than Pek's lesson.
Phone was taken away from me after recess.
Couldn't contact anyone & felt it so terrible.
End of school, canteen to look for bballers & changed up.
Training till 6.30pm.
A match with C'boys & we did our defend correctly @ the back.
Sprained my kneecap, My foot is still swollen.
I don't know how the hell am i going to play for Monday's match.
Dad fetched & drove me home.
Seriously, Someone showed me a blog just now.
A girl that ' N ' contacted.
The war that involve N , Me & her.
Its really childish, All the passerby stop accusing her.
Its not her fault for us to breakup, She does not even contact N when we were together.
She not the cause for N & me to stop contacting.
Its just N & Me who is in fault.
Stop please stop going around disturbing people, its really childish.
Don't drag me into the water when i know nothing.
Today, Couldn't stay focus during trainings.
Huang should know why when i said this.
Got distracted times & times.
Coach kept asking me whats wrong & where is my soul.
I can feel the great pain, deep in me.
I don't know why am i having this regrets again.
Will it be like the past, It just lingers in me awhile & leave ?
Somewhere in me, I know you're lingering around.
Don't want to be a emokid.
Don't want to be the cause of anything.
I don't want to be anyone's venting machine.
I don't want you to vent your anger on me when you had a argument with your parents.
Sighz , What am i exactly to everyone ?
I miss you showing me ' A a A a A a A a '
True enough, its just some missing parts that i should go through.
(:
No one says forever to me, never.
I will never take it real, cause its plain lies.
Don't feel like attending school tmrw @ all.
Byebye, Might be heading downstair.
10.54pm , back home.
I'm turning in right nao.
very tired, Met up with Ziqun & Joyce just nao @ yewtee.
Dinner with them & lepak & home.
too tired, kneecap hurting me alotalot.
I don't think i will be going school tmrw.
Wish me goodluck in the painful journey through the facial.
SqueezeSqueeze, ouch ):
HAH !
Goodnights.
Tags replied.
Came in 4th for my class and i ran with two of my sonny & sebes @ the end.
Wanted to look for buddy during the run,
But nomatter how fast i tried to chase up those class infront,
i couldn't find him.
Pek was surprised that i did run.
Anyway, than aftermath, Cpa lesson & did all the coursework.
After 2 hours of Cpa, Pe lesson.
Slacked all the way, i was too tired to continue excerising.
Recess & changed up, cheese tofu.
Back to class with my Fuji apple and its math lesson.
Chinese lesson than Pek's lesson.
Phone was taken away from me after recess.
Couldn't contact anyone & felt it so terrible.
End of school, canteen to look for bballers & changed up.
Training till 6.30pm.
A match with C'boys & we did our defend correctly @ the back.
Sprained my kneecap, My foot is still swollen.
I don't know how the hell am i going to play for Monday's match.
Dad fetched & drove me home.
Seriously, Someone showed me a blog just now.
A girl that ' N ' contacted.
The war that involve N , Me & her.
Its really childish, All the passerby stop accusing her.
Its not her fault for us to breakup, She does not even contact N when we were together.
She not the cause for N & me to stop contacting.
Its just N & Me who is in fault.
Stop please stop going around disturbing people, its really childish.
Don't drag me into the water when i know nothing.
Today, Couldn't stay focus during trainings.
Huang should know why when i said this.
Got distracted times & times.
Coach kept asking me whats wrong & where is my soul.
I can feel the great pain, deep in me.
I don't know why am i having this regrets again.
Will it be like the past, It just lingers in me awhile & leave ?
Somewhere in me, I know you're lingering around.
Don't want to be a emokid.
Don't want to be the cause of anything.
I don't want to be anyone's venting machine.
I don't want you to vent your anger on me when you had a argument with your parents.
Sighz , What am i exactly to everyone ?
I miss you showing me ' A a A a A a A a '
True enough, its just some missing parts that i should go through.
(:
No one says forever to me, never.
I will never take it real, cause its plain lies.
Don't feel like attending school tmrw @ all.
Byebye, Might be heading downstair.
10.54pm , back home.
I'm turning in right nao.
very tired, Met up with Ziqun & Joyce just nao @ yewtee.
Dinner with them & lepak & home.
too tired, kneecap hurting me alotalot.
I don't think i will be going school tmrw.
Wish me goodluck in the painful journey through the facial.
SqueezeSqueeze, ouch ):
HAH !
Goodnights.
Tags replied.
3 Feb 10, 13:52
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3 Feb 10, 01:02 to ..: can la.-.-'' my friend is taking his lic. now. -.-'' he's 18Oh! Yesyes, True. But indeed there is rumour the age of 21 taking lic. | |||||
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Labels: I wish you can take back your words ):
I'll always be there & never drift.
12:31 AM
I did not intend to update my blog @ all.
Till i received a message.
A nongnong message to tell me how exactly he feels.
I'm sorry for making you feel that way.
I'm sorry for drifting away from you.
I can only tell you that,
I'm still there for you when you need me.
I did not reply to that email you sent me cause i thought i isn't a need to do so.
I've never felt that you were irritating to me.
You told me you did not want to care anymore,
But is this what you really want ?
If you really want to leave and be free by yourself,
by all means.
I also have no control over you.
But i still miss wearing your white h.
Its been quite a while since you had pillar me to anywhere.
Its been so long since we've met eachother.
I know its totally my fault for drifting away, for making you think so much.
Thanks for being there for me whenever i needed someone.
Still, I've no idea what else to say.
But i've no idea why would you think that way.
Its a nong time since i saw him, i met him, i talked to him, i contacted him.
Just a few days and you say this kind of things.
I've no idea why would you have that feeling.
But, didn't i once told you whats between him & me ?
We were just b&s.
I know you'll definitely think so much,
thus i had never mentioned anything about this @ all.
I did not wanna stress you up.
But i didn't expect you to voice it out so soon.
I'm turning in real soon.
My right foot is swollen.
It hurts when i moved alittle, but still bearable.
There 1.6km run tmrw morning during assembly.
Theres Pe lesson tmrw.
There is training tmrw till 6pm.
I guess i'm going to breakdown once i reach home tmrw night.
Yawn.
Who going to celebrate v's day with meeeeeeeee .
I can't wait to get C.packets.
I need moolahs for shopping (:
- Saturday for newyearclothing with Huanghuang.
- Friday night, J1 again.
- Friday night, Celebrating Joy's birthday with Huanghuang & simsim.
- Nextmonday, Match against Dunearn @ 4.15pm.
- Studycamp during March.
- X-ray on 1st of March.
- Huang's birthday approaching real soon.
- Roston coming back this friday night
- ( Sorry, can't fetch you with them. Will meet you guys up real soon )
- I miss night life with Roston, Shiyu, Jon, Sangrui, Xin, Hs, Yq.
- Its been so long since we all gathered.
- I miss balling & sitting down to talk with Happyseed, Alex, Joseph, Jurrel, Weiren, Jon, Roston.
- I'm not happy that Hi,My Sweetheart just ended with a lousy ending.
- N'level works are killing me.
- I keeps dozing off in class frequently.
- I'm getting more & more tan.
- I miss going Westcoast to look @ the sea.
- I want my Big soft toys.
- I want presents for Valentine day. ( Ha )
- I saw a Le Coq Sportif Jacket today @ causeway & I love it very much.
- I need to get a new schoolbag.
- I've to start doing all the maths sum all by myself.
- B'girls have to get into Top4 this year.
- I need to work for my incomes.
- I don't need hypocrites to backstab behind my back.
Okay, a nongnong list.
Someone called me ' Miss nongnong ' a few days back.
Sounds so awful.
I really wanna perform well on Monday.
The whole teams wants to get into National this year.
We've been training so hard,
We've been under the sun & get tan.
We've conflicts, dispute & disagreement.
Some of them have to change their attitude.
one for all, all for one.
Loves. ▼
Hah!
Please don't think so much.
Nothing is going to happen, alrights ?
I promise i'll not drift away ~
Dumbboy, Don't be sad about your grandpa's passing away.
People comes & go.
Its time for him to leave to somewhere better.
Don't pull a sad face anymore k.
See you real soon, don't tire yourself from school & trainings + grandpa's funeral.
Everything will go smoothly.
Thanks for making my day a wonderful one.
Tooth fairy was a hilarious movie today.
Enjoyed it belly jelly much.
I've been nagging that i wanna sleep since the top of my post.
I can't wait to watch The Spy Next Door.
Lalaaa ~
Time to logged off, Goodnight earthlings!
Labels: do you believe me ?, My promise will always be there
Twister.
Monday, February 01, 2010, 9:16 PM
Iguessthecaptiontotallysuitsme,bigtime.
idon'tunderstandwhydopeoplelovestotwisttheirwords.
You make it sounds like i did something bad.
Why don't you compose it in a better sentence ?
I don't want to text you to asks you or anything.
Once i read that sentence,
You said,
" A " no more,
Heard so much about you.
Can't be bothered about it anymore.
Why can't you phrase it in a better way rather than making others think i've done something wrong.
And is it my fault to cause them fall for me & i get the blame ?
I can't control this kinda of thing, its not under my control @ all.
You don't even understand the whole situation.
Than have i ever blame you before that ' this ' likes you, ' that ' don't wanna break with you ?
You always give me the last option & didn't want to even hear me explain.
You always love to make things look so ugly, you'll then be statisfied.
Whats wrong with someone loving you / me ?
I did not even say anything when i heard P likes you & P went to your house there.
I did not even say anything when i heard you this & that, that & this.
Don't you realize that i've given in alot since the day you contacted me back ?
I did not even showed my attitude @ all ?
I've been talking to you nicely, cause i see you as my friend.
Till today when you showed me attitude,
I still talked to you nicely.
I did not flare up like the past anymore.
But if you can't be bothered,
Than i also will also not be bothered.
Indeed, I heard more about you, than what you heard from Jack about me.
But still let me tell you,
Beware of your friends around you,
they do backstab. & its deep enough for you to go crazy.
Since now, I'll pretend we've never known eachother.
You want this to be so cruel & ugly.
don't blame me.
Cause you've totally made me lost my ego.
But,
我一定會好好過
Thanks for wishing me for having a speedy recovery.
Hope you will leave BT real soon & nothing will happen to your case.
Imma feeling real down.
Since training started.
I saw someone, i tried to pull my eyes away.
Walked out, i thought was planning to run away.
Till F told me they went for jogging.
&
I know its never my business anymore (:
Going down for a walk nao.
Friday, i just wanna drown myself.
Everytime when we had planned to drink,
Something unhappy would happen & spoil my mood ):
Hate it, Dislike it, Anti it.
Update when i'm back homeeeeeee .
Anisia will definitely stand strong by herself.
Cause she have been doing that since the day she got single (:
& Definitely thanks for their support.
Labels: You can't make me fall.
Beees attackkkk !
7:12 PM
Most probably heading down for a jog.
Just came back from training.
Dad came to drove me & i sprained my left hand fourth finger.
Today school was horrible.
My mood went up & down, couldn't stand it.
All thanks to my gastric.
I get so irritated during training all thanks to the hot-sun.
have to go get washup then prepare for a jog by myself.
i tried being nice,
i had tried my best.
but you did not seen it, you treated me so mean.
To prove that you're strong.
I'll prove to you that i can stand along, all by myself.
I hope we don't driftapart.
We have so much to talk in the past.
Right nao, Our message gets lesser.
Today marks the longest we did not meet up with eachother.
Its been 4days.
What else can i say ?
I can only say, find the one which suits you.
I realize i bring too much misery to you & too much for you to think bout.
Though i only have myself to blame for drifting apart.
But, sometimes i did not mean to say those things.
I've my reason.
^^
Why does things always turn out this way ?
None of them meet up to their promises.
They all left when they promise to stand with me forever.
They promised to be there for me whenever i need them.
I don't trust, i don't want to believe anymore.
Guys are jerks, Ladies are toy.
I want my soft-toys ):
I want it big & huge.
I want it to occupied my own bed & sleep with me everynight.
I miss my huge&big minniemouse!
Lastnight was a nightmare.
The whole of this building of mine, has got bee attack everywhere.
): I almost cried out man.
So scary ~ Spooky!
Just came back from training.
Dad came to drove me & i sprained my left hand fourth finger.
Today school was horrible.
My mood went up & down, couldn't stand it.
All thanks to my gastric.
I get so irritated during training all thanks to the hot-sun.
have to go get washup then prepare for a jog by myself.
i tried being nice,
i had tried my best.
but you did not seen it, you treated me so mean.
To prove that you're strong.
I'll prove to you that i can stand along, all by myself.
I hope we don't driftapart.
We have so much to talk in the past.
Right nao, Our message gets lesser.
Today marks the longest we did not meet up with eachother.
Its been 4days.
What else can i say ?
I can only say, find the one which suits you.
I realize i bring too much misery to you & too much for you to think bout.
Though i only have myself to blame for drifting apart.
But, sometimes i did not mean to say those things.
I've my reason.
^^
Why does things always turn out this way ?
None of them meet up to their promises.
They all left when they promise to stand with me forever.
They promised to be there for me whenever i need them.
I don't trust, i don't want to believe anymore.
Guys are jerks, Ladies are toy.
I want my soft-toys ):
I want it big & huge.
I want it to occupied my own bed & sleep with me everynight.
I miss my huge&big minniemouse!
Lastnight was a nightmare.
The whole of this building of mine, has got bee attack everywhere.
): I almost cried out man.
So scary ~ Spooky!
Stay-homed.
Sunday, January 31, 2010, 5:46 PM
Just finished bathing after packing my whole house with my parents & 2 brother.
Lastnight i remembered i slept @ 5.30am after msging J to apologise.
Thats the time i can really fall asleep peacefully.
& i wokeup @ 10.30 am ): 5 hours of sleep, Totally not enough.
Ate alittle bit of breakfast & started packing my rooms for whole of 5 hours.
>.< Than storeroom & done.
Living room, dining room, brother's room, parent's room,
I did not helped @ all.
I'm a lazy-bum & i've changed the placing of my computer & cardboard.
Was really hesitating @ first, Don't want to adapt to a new environment.
My dad even suggest me to change the place of my bed.
I say No.
He say : You really like to be stuck in the past.
You don't like to adapt to a new life / environment.
I know what he mean, but i kept quiet.
Than i'm waiting for them to finish bathing & preparing.
We're heading to eat my Curry & Chili crabbbbb!
Total love man.
Than Ikea for my room furniture.
I'm heading to buy my newyear clothe nextweek.
& Metup with Buddy lastnight & he asked me to buy the same as him.
Steady, i shall buy 3 of it.
Its just $90.
Guess daddy will pass me money.
Hopefully he gives me a $200 or $250.
Cause i don't wanna shop @ Bugisstreet, The material isn't that good @ all.
Ok.
Mummy called me.
Heading out.
& YAY !
My bigbrother gotten his own car already.
I'm gonna sit his car later on with my 2nd brother.
My Mummy will be sitting on my Father's car.
2 car outing. Heeeee.
Lovelove man.
Can't wait for this coming-saturday.
Drinking session & Meeting 204.
Goodbye, Will update more when i've reached home.
Drunkard.
Saturday, January 30, 2010, 6:56 PM
他霸占了你的心中 , 属于我的角落I can't believe it ):
I'M STUCK @ HOME !
Stupid Huanghuang, Last night she sent me home.
Cause i was total drunk & She left my key outside.
Shall rot @ home for the time-being till one kind soul come & retrieve my keys for me.
I should be going over to celebrate my Grandma's birthday.
But i gave it a miss cause i'm having a headache & flu.
Badbadbad flu ):
Kept sneezing non-stop, thanks to Huanghuang for talking behind my back.
Hiakhiakhiak.
Last night was alittle Havoc @ Jab1.
Birthday boy got drunk & vomited in front of us while lying down.
Lucky i was fast enough to avoid his vomiting.
Ahjoy was unlucky enough. Hah.
Huanghuang got tipsy @ the start & I helped her drink.
In the end, When one person asked Joy & me to drink cause he say the alcohol won't moves if we don't drink, so we drank.
After cups & cups, I was the one who was K.O first.
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
Hahaaaaaa.
Joy even asked me to take care of her when she is drunk.
In the end, it was her & Huang who took care of me.
Really thanks man.
Just now chat with Huang on the phone for hours.
It was so funny when she told me i bastard her last night.
Haha, She told me 1 guy were gay.
& she wanna sing with him.
I asked that guy,
Me : Heard you're a gay ?
G : Yes, Who you heard from ?
Me : She told me she wanna sing with you cause you're a gay.
G : * Laughs *
OK, I gotta blame myself for getting drowsy so easily.
Lousy drinker already ):
I only remembered after drinking so much.
Kept singing with Huang & we sang alotalot of songs.
Surprisingly enough, Saw Sheila over there.
We did not talk @ first cause of the past.
Some misunderstanding & conflicts.
Than when i was walking to find Huang, She called me.
& asks me to drink with her.
Ha, Hopefully things are improving right now.
I've been stuck @ home for 5 hours.
Boring & boring, kept complaining to Huanghuang.
Lastnight phone battery died on me.
I remembered lastnight, When i reached home.
I slept on my computer chair & Lester carried me onto my bed.
Than i walked back to my computer chair to sleep again.
& when i wokeup, I don't know how i got onto my bed again.
Maybe i sleep-walk ?
Tmrw will be a completely stay-home day man.
Have to pack my whole room & clothes.
Saddening, Than dinner with family members.
Yawnyawnyawn.
I wonder whats the plan tonight.
Just now Huang asks if i wanna join them for B-Session.
Hah, I'm considering But i guess I'll just skip it.
Later got b-belly ah.
Cannotcannot, must learn how to control, Anisia !
I can't wait for my 18th birthday.
I wanna get my car- license.
I've no worries cause my dad already owns a car.
& i'll be taking over his place when i've my license done.
Coolz, I can save alot of money this way.
Wondering when can i get outta house.
I don't have the mood to blog @ first.
But i came here to kill time & rant my rubbish.
Time to rest myself on my bed.
My back is aching & my flu is murdering me badly.
Goodbye.
我会好好过 等你回头
会看到的一定是我
Don't complicate me.
Don't mess me.
Don't confuse me.
4-J1-N1-R
我不问理由
总有个角落 会让你想起我
都有我站在这里守候
你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
I remembered lastnight, When i was on the cab with huang & joy.
I remembered myself crying,
Muttering so much nonsense, Asking so much why.
Asking so much question.
Why is the history always repeating itself.
I remembered Huang kept wiping my tears away.
I didn't want to go home @ first,
I did not want to go home & face it myself.
But i manage to got home with Huang's help cause i cmi already.
This is the 2nd time i'm crying after drinking.
I always drink for a reason, to cover up everything.
But when something happy happened, I know troubled will start seeking.
I got it all right, precisely.
When i woke up, so much happened.
All the nonsense they started, all the sensitive thinking they all have.
Indeed i know you guys are worried for me,
I did not contact anyone of you is cause my phone battery died on me.
Messed-up.
I'M STUCK @ HOME !
Stupid Huanghuang, Last night she sent me home.
Cause i was total drunk & She left my key outside.
Shall rot @ home for the time-being till one kind soul come & retrieve my keys for me.
I should be going over to celebrate my Grandma's birthday.
But i gave it a miss cause i'm having a headache & flu.
Badbadbad flu ):
Kept sneezing non-stop, thanks to Huanghuang for talking behind my back.
Hiakhiakhiak.
Last night was alittle Havoc @ Jab1.
Birthday boy got drunk & vomited in front of us while lying down.
Lucky i was fast enough to avoid his vomiting.
Ahjoy was unlucky enough. Hah.
Huanghuang got tipsy @ the start & I helped her drink.
In the end, When one person asked Joy & me to drink cause he say the alcohol won't moves if we don't drink, so we drank.
After cups & cups, I was the one who was K.O first.
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
Hahaaaaaa.
Joy even asked me to take care of her when she is drunk.
In the end, it was her & Huang who took care of me.
Really thanks man.
Just now chat with Huang on the phone for hours.
It was so funny when she told me i bastard her last night.
Haha, She told me 1 guy were gay.
& she wanna sing with him.
I asked that guy,
Me : Heard you're a gay ?
G : Yes, Who you heard from ?
Me : She told me she wanna sing with you cause you're a gay.
G : * Laughs *
OK, I gotta blame myself for getting drowsy so easily.
Lousy drinker already ):
I only remembered after drinking so much.
Kept singing with Huang & we sang alotalot of songs.
Surprisingly enough, Saw Sheila over there.
We did not talk @ first cause of the past.
Some misunderstanding & conflicts.
Than when i was walking to find Huang, She called me.
& asks me to drink with her.
Ha, Hopefully things are improving right now.
I've been stuck @ home for 5 hours.
Boring & boring, kept complaining to Huanghuang.
Lastnight phone battery died on me.
I remembered lastnight, When i reached home.
I slept on my computer chair & Lester carried me onto my bed.
Than i walked back to my computer chair to sleep again.
& when i wokeup, I don't know how i got onto my bed again.
Maybe i sleep-walk ?
Tmrw will be a completely stay-home day man.
Have to pack my whole room & clothes.
Saddening, Than dinner with family members.
Yawnyawnyawn.
I wonder whats the plan tonight.
Just now Huang asks if i wanna join them for B-Session.
Hah, I'm considering But i guess I'll just skip it.
Later got b-belly ah.
Cannotcannot, must learn how to control, Anisia !
I can't wait for my 18th birthday.
I wanna get my car- license.
I've no worries cause my dad already owns a car.
& i'll be taking over his place when i've my license done.
Coolz, I can save alot of money this way.
Wondering when can i get outta house.
I don't have the mood to blog @ first.
But i came here to kill time & rant my rubbish.
Time to rest myself on my bed.
My back is aching & my flu is murdering me badly.
Goodbye.
我会好好过 等你回头
会看到的一定是我
Don't complicate me.
Don't mess me.
Don't confuse me.
4-J1-N1-R
我不问理由
总有个角落 会让你想起我
都有我站在这里守候
你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
I remembered lastnight, When i was on the cab with huang & joy.
I remembered myself crying,
Muttering so much nonsense, Asking so much why.
Asking so much question.
Why is the history always repeating itself.
I remembered Huang kept wiping my tears away.
I didn't want to go home @ first,
I did not want to go home & face it myself.
But i manage to got home with Huang's help cause i cmi already.
This is the 2nd time i'm crying after drinking.
I always drink for a reason, to cover up everything.
But when something happy happened, I know troubled will start seeking.
I got it all right, precisely.
When i woke up, so much happened.
All the nonsense they started, all the sensitive thinking they all have.
Indeed i know you guys are worried for me,
I did not contact anyone of you is cause my phone battery died on me.
Messed-up.
Labels: Don't complicate me with your thinking.
Distracted.
Friday, January 29, 2010, 6:57 PM
Had our 3rd match today.
Won, But was totally off-form today.
I couldn't perform @ all, I knew it before we started the game.
I knew i won't be able to perform today,
I knew i'll be distracted, I know i'll leave my soul somewhere else.
Pek was alittle frustrated bout my performance,
When it was time-out, She asked me to play like how i played for the previous 2 game.
But i just could not do it.
When we were on the court playing man-to-man, Coach kept shouting for my name.
Still, I gave no response.
I know, I definitely know i'm distracted badly today.
I hardly talk during the match or should i say,
I did not even open my mouth during the whole game.
Whoever who talks to me, i just ignore or nod my head.
Sometime i wish for the better,
I feel like giving up already.
I'm tired from all this games ):
Today was a bad-game for me, I got scratch & pulled badly.
Indeed there is still this ' Fear ' in me whenever we play a match.
I just don't want to fall too badly.
I just don't want to get too hurt.
Cause i know i will get hurt, one day.
there is still a week to go for the lastmatch.
I'm afraid i can't perform again.
After match, De-brief & the whole team got scolded for not performing.
Aftermath, Toilet than out to find Z & R & D.
Chitchat with Z & R.
Watched match awhile & headed to toilet to have myself washup & get a bath.
Off to Yewtee for Lunch + Dinner with Z & R.
Z went home & meet E & T with R.
Home after that, R sent me home.
Like i've said just now,
I'll remember 29th. HAHAAAA.
Cause its the first time you sent me home eh.
But sometimes you look so much more distracted then me.
Don't be too stress about your Jurongwest #7 OR #12 la.
lol, Cheerup alright (:
Have to go prepare & bath right now.
Have to meet Huang & go down to Clarkquey.
Another night to go, Another painful night.
Everyday have to listen to different stories, Which is kinda sick of it.
& thanks for your letter today :D
its 7pm already! Huanghuang should know why.
Omgomg, My phone just rang :O
Byebye monkeys.
I've to go & prepare & smell nicenice.
Hah.
B'girls.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010, 10:50 PM
Match against Huayi today.
Did my best, Given in everything i've today.
My back still hurt, But i did not show it on the court.
Strive for every ball, Focusing on the court.
& i'm glad we've won by 17points.
We're in a highpercentage of getting into top4.
As long as we don't lose to Dunearn more than 14points,
Than the top4 will be ours.
Friday 1.45pm, Newtown.
No matter if its a win-or-lose game,
We still have to give in our best like how we did Today & lastfriday, B'girls.
We'll never say die till the end.
Remember we always say ' one for all, all for one '
We'll correct each & other whenever who is in wrong or @ fault.
We had so much fun during training.
Its been so long since i had so much laughter during training since 2008.
I'm starting to enjoy going training though
during training's time, It brings me to see someone.
Buts its perfectly fine, cause i know the whole team is right there for eachother!
We've just 2 more games to go.
And our placing for top4 will be there.
29January & 8febuary, lets give in all our best.
I know we can do it.
^^
& now my backbone is aching badlybadly.
I think i'm skipping school tmrw to stay @ home to take plenty of rest.
I've to go to the polyclinic to see the doctor again.
Omg, i can't wait to go SGH for a xray ):
I saw someone today at Clementi sports hall.
Guess who.
My first love, And i'm his firstlove too.
Stayed for the first quarter, But too bad ! Didn't get to see him perform.
Only after i left, He told me he shot in quite a few shots.
Saddening siolz.
But glad that they gotten into Top4.
And as for B'boys, Cheerup!
Esp Odell, You've given in your best although you've sprained your ankle before the match.
I saw you striving for every ball you can.
So cheerup alright.
Okiedonkey, I'm turning in real soon.
My back is killing me tremulously.
Byebye.
Glad to see my post is cheering up day-by-day.
Keep it up, Anisia!
Friday night, Drinking session with Huang & Joy again.
Yawn, I need to get myself in a good condition.
Saturday, Aunt's house for Grandma's birthday than Off to meet J & Huang & R & co.
Sunday, Stay-home-day to pack & Dinner with family.
Goodnights everyone.
Withloveeeees.
Did my best, Given in everything i've today.
My back still hurt, But i did not show it on the court.
Strive for every ball, Focusing on the court.
& i'm glad we've won by 17points.
We're in a highpercentage of getting into top4.
As long as we don't lose to Dunearn more than 14points,
Than the top4 will be ours.
Friday 1.45pm, Newtown.
No matter if its a win-or-lose game,
We still have to give in our best like how we did Today & lastfriday, B'girls.
We'll never say die till the end.
Remember we always say ' one for all, all for one '
We'll correct each & other whenever who is in wrong or @ fault.
We had so much fun during training.
Its been so long since i had so much laughter during training since 2008.
I'm starting to enjoy going training though
during training's time, It brings me to see someone.
Buts its perfectly fine, cause i know the whole team is right there for eachother!
We've just 2 more games to go.
And our placing for top4 will be there.
29January & 8febuary, lets give in all our best.
I know we can do it.
^^
& now my backbone is aching badlybadly.
I think i'm skipping school tmrw to stay @ home to take plenty of rest.
I've to go to the polyclinic to see the doctor again.
Omg, i can't wait to go SGH for a xray ):
I saw someone today at Clementi sports hall.
Guess who.
My first love, And i'm his firstlove too.
Stayed for the first quarter, But too bad ! Didn't get to see him perform.
Only after i left, He told me he shot in quite a few shots.
Saddening siolz.
But glad that they gotten into Top4.
And as for B'boys, Cheerup!
Esp Odell, You've given in your best although you've sprained your ankle before the match.
I saw you striving for every ball you can.
So cheerup alright.
Okiedonkey, I'm turning in real soon.
My back is killing me tremulously.
Byebye.
Glad to see my post is cheering up day-by-day.
Keep it up, Anisia!
Friday night, Drinking session with Huang & Joy again.
Yawn, I need to get myself in a good condition.
Saturday, Aunt's house for Grandma's birthday than Off to meet J & Huang & R & co.
Sunday, Stay-home-day to pack & Dinner with family.
Goodnights everyone.
Withloveeeees.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010, 1:44 PM
I'm back home earlier than the rest.
Had to leave huang alone in school.
Cab home from school at 1pm.
Fell from the stairs when i was having art lesson.
Quite a great fall ):
Hurt my back.
Sighz, I wish i could recover by sleeping later.
So i can play the match tmrw.
Will be leaving school @ 10am & bus over to Clementi sports hall.
Match starts @ 12.30pm.
I wish Someone would text me a goodluck msg like lastfriday.
But i knows its impossible, So forget it.
Today in school, I did not pay attention during Maths & English lesson.
Pe lesson, i did not do any running while the rest did.
Hopefully everything goes well tmr.
There is a mass-jog tmrw morning for the whole Sec4 & Sec5.
I doubt i'm going to jog, Or else my injury would get worst.
Having a headache right now.
Yawns, I'm heading to bed real soon.
Someone told me, You told him lastnight that you miss me.
I've no idea why does my heartache.
But i told myself to move on.
Everything ' he ' told me, Really makes me think you're ultimate cute.
But, You made the decision to stop contacting.
So i won't take my phone & press for your number to message you.
I don't want to be the badperson anymore.
I don't want you to let go of any other girls because of me anymore.
I know there are tons of girls who are falling for you.
Hopefully you treasure them well.
I don't know what ways you did to make them fall for you so deep.
But, mend them. Don't give them false hopes.
" WE " are always engrave in me.
I'll never forget those days when we spend together.
Do takecare of yourself, please.
yikes, I saw Someone online!
Really have no idea why is it still in my contact ?
I thought i deleted it off from every single place including handphone & Facebook ?
Ohmy, Shitz it man.
Ok, I'm turning in right now.
My backbone really hurt badly.
If only you care, if only you could tell me that you still concern.
I remembered you told me
' A smile a day keeps the doctor away '
And you say you wanted to be a doctor when you grow up.
To takecare of me, whenever i'm ill.
But, you don't care anymore.
Goodafternoonz ~
Cpa lesson, boring.
Monday, January 25, 2010, 11:25 AM
Computer lab right now.Feeling alittle tired due to my 3hours of sleep.
Back still aching after a week.
Felt so much better in school today, Ain't that down anymore.
Looking much more on the brighterside.
Cause i know you're living your life happier without me.
You've already decided not to contact me & wanted to surrender your phone.
So don't tell me your phone was being confiscated away.
):
Ok, 30minutes more for me to complete my CPA coursework.
Training at 2pm later, going to die under the sun.
Hopefully i don't bump into unpleasant stuffs.
And i asked Daddy to sign my form today in the morning & i forgotten to bring ):
I was rushing for time, fighting against time.
But still, we were almost late.
Lastnight watch until 3am sia, + i can only watch until part 10.
11 , 12 & 13 got problem, & the quality sucks like shitz.
I rather buy the dvd to watch instead of watching it online man.
Waste my time & prevented me from sleeping ):
There was traffic jam just now ): )-: )))): Sad dao siao.
Was so quiet all the way to school.
But i told myself its not time for me to be like this (:
I should be changing my own life & mood.
Managed to do it.
Stupid sonny, handphone bill 1800+ sia.
Facebook, Msn, Internet lor. Use more lor! Msg C more lor.
Haha! Better learn how to control la, though your parents/grandparents is loaded with unlimited money ah. But money also cannot like that spend want.
CNY going Macau, Must takecare k (:
Byebye!