I don't want to so sound emo-lish in this post.
But i wish to rant my feelings right here, So i'll try my best to make it sound a little better.

Yesterday headed over to Csc for billard, pool & number ball.

Till 11.30pm & I headed home straight to bath & K.O on my bed.

Woke up @ 12.30pm & conflicts starts coming upon me.

Thanks so many people for pm-ing me, twitter & msn for consoling me.

Its been so long since i felt so fortunate.

Cjr tweet me & asks me to cheerup.

Still, he text me & remind me to washup & stop crying.

I don't know if its right to cry or its wrong,

I don't know if its right to start being cruel & not giving in to certain problems.

I don't know if its right to be ignoring every postitive points & pin onto the negative's ones.

Probably i've try my best to change you,

the stubborn & naive you.

But i failed to do so, instead i've change myself.

I feel so useless certain's issue & i don't know how to handle it well.

Have always been trying my best no matter how difficult it is.

Though you have lesser experience, I'm fine with it.

I try to tolerate & and remind you constantly.

& I remembered i send you a text last night reminding you of some problems,

but i guess you took it as i was finding a conflict between us.

You'll never understand how concern people can be.

You love to take things in your own way & comment & correct others even though you're wrong.

Thats your personality, You'll never want to be defeated.

Somehow i've put in more then i should to help, to do everything i could.

But seems like my conclusion was wrong from the start,

Nothing fruitful came out of it.

Sigh.

You've left the footprint in my heart & its all crack right now.

Since we both don't wish to see eachother, then i guess, it makes things real clearly.

I've start letting off alittle since everything has happened.

I don't wanna feel the ache anymore.

:(

Dad just told me :