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I am who i am. Love me for who i am and not what i am. I am realistic, cause this World is just so down to Earth. I don't believe in forever and stuffs like this.
I'm just that anti-social. So ?
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This is how you hurt me. / Tuesday, February 08, 2011 @ 9:19 PM
I won't asks if you're tired from running around my mind the whole day.
Don't read if you're not interested.
This is gonna be a ranting post.
I don't understand why
Why did you let me see that ?
Why did i happen to switch on my comp.
Why did i happen to see her's profile.
I've seen once, i kept quiet.
I don't know if im being too sensitive or what.
Probably its just that you can't let go of her.
To avoid you having any misunderstanding about me,
I don't go around to comment on my ex's profile or even my flings.
But you ?
Sometimes i asks myself, what did i exactly owe you in my previous life?
Each time we exprecience a chaotic argument after we gotten together,
you'll never turn back to console me,
you showed you temper @ me.
Before we gotten together, before i accepted you,
you'll turn back to console me whenever we argue.
You'll never show your temper on me.
You'll give in everything to me.
You'll bring me out to shop once in awhile.
Is everyone the same ?
I thought at least one in my world would be different ?
After turns & turns,
I still get the same old reapeated hurt,
the history scene.
I don't wish to get so paranoid, so unreasonable, so angry bout it.
But this is how love makes me go crazy.
I don't wanna wake up with fear, pain.
Probably some people are just destine for a life that isn't as blessful as others.
I won't asks if you're tired from running around my mind the whole day.
I really don't know what to do to make you appreciate everything.
Idk how long can i endure everything that i've tolerating.
I guess i've gotten the answer from myself.
I don't wish to asks, i don't wish to know the truth.
I shall just lie to myself, led myself on till you're are willing to say.
Idk how long i can endure this nightmare, but i promise to give my best shot.
Trying to stay strong and to fight for my happiness.
Till the day i give up, i won't turn back.
like how you always throw me alone to endure all the pain.
