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Im missing this bitch right now. / Thursday, April 28, 2011 @ 7:49 PM
How he became my listening ear & my closest male's friend in school.
Macau.
Just hope that once im back to Sg, everything would comes as a better story.
Huanghuang.
This photo was taken 2 years back, 2009.
We both change really alot, and im like missing this bitch fucking much.
Contacted each other few days ago as we've not been meeting up since like end of last year?
This is the very first time we've not met up for more than 1 month.
Girl, if you're reading this.
Remember, im always here for you no matter if its gonna be ups or down.
love you very much ^.^
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All taken on 2008 & 2010
How he became my listening ear & my closest male's friend in school.
How i can share with him everything.
How he will let me know everything i asks.
How he assure me he'll be there & accompanying me.
Always waiting for me during recess to eat together.
I remembered, there was once when he noticed i was really down.
It was when i was together with ' N ' & something shocking happened.
How he comforted me & stay by my side.
Running away from classes together with me & hide @ the staircase to console.
Really feel so comfortable sharing with him no matter how serious the matter is.
i can say, he spend alot of his time during school with me.
But as time passes, we drifted, we've our own group of friends.
We don't have our recess anymore.
But i'll never forget sucha great friend, a fabulous buddy i ever had.
Though we're in different industry now,
Please takecare & study well k.
Im still a 8 digit & a few stops away.
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Basketball.
Bet some of them still reads my diary here.
Bet some of them still reads my diary here.
Love.
Its really disappointing once i have all this flashback.
We walked all our seperated ways, Some with misunderstanding, some argued among themself.
We're like other's group, comes & go.
We're like other's group, comes & go.
We meet up everyday, do everything a sport's person would do.
2009,
We hit to the club.
How all of yous drag me into the dancefloor when i hate squeezing and all the sweats.
How i sit there watching you guys dance, grinding girls.
How we cam-whore outside while waiting for the q.
How we begged friends to let us in first.
Some of us even swear we'll never go club anymore.
2010, Aug15.
How you guys suddenly appear @ my workplace on my birthday & surprise me,
gave you guys a hug each.
It totally shocked me, out.
Though, not everyone of you appear ; im still glad that i've seen some.
Lester's birthday.
January 23, 2009
When we always held gatherings @ eachother place for a buffet or dinner.
Even gossip sessions & mj-session.
There will always be a camera around us taking down every thing we do.
How we always remember each other's birthday & give them a surprise.
2009,
Always hitting down to the sentosa for a suntan,
a marathon run on the beach.
Playing volleyball and soccer.
Playing survivor with 2 teams and having forfeit.
Carrying each other in the water & have a fight of who falls into the water first.
Everything SEEMS to just be memories & it doesn't comes true.
How i wish those scenario would repeat again.
too bad ....
How we always use Happyseed's lappy to camwhore & have his mum's cooking.
Travelling down to bukit timah to vist his parent's shop.
Heading everywhere in the west part of Singapore to find people to versus our basketball.
Making videos out of everyone's stupid basketball move.
Laughing at how people shoot & run.
Throwing smelly's socks around.
Ohya! It seems like we've never hit to the movie all together before.
Right?
How sad to even mention that.
Its totally impossible right now, everyone has seperated.
Those that ain's getting along with eachother eventually becomes like enemy.
Recently, did up a catchup with Joseph, Jalex & Jester.
( This is why my name is Janisia )
Feel that its a so small, no longer the huge group we once had.
( This is why my name is Janisia )
Feel that its a so small, no longer the huge group we once had.
No more sitting around the middle of the court playing truth or dare,
Each one of us have to say a ghost story & suddenly scare the one beside you.
We've to shoot a 3pointer & it has to score inorder for ALL of us to go home.
All of you will be looking @ pretty girls when we're in the court.
How you guys hate each other basketball's style.
how i wish time would give me another chance,
just once, to let me turn back to 2009.
In 1 weeks later, i'll be over here.
This is hongkong.
& here
Macau.Its beautiful, isn't it. Im going to cam-whore with Xj's Dslr.
Have been working full-time just specially for this trip. Hope its not gonna be a waste & indeed a fruitful trip.
& not forgetting, im bringing someone very special and important in my life along for this.
Its the first time or should i say, excited to have this chance.
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Just hope that once im back to Sg, everything would comes as a better story.
Hopes my operation in Junes goes smoothly as well.
Though im really afraid, dang afraid & regret to agree my parents for this operation.
But i guess, i've to face it bravely by myself.
My future lies on this.
Basically, i miss everyone.
am sorry, if i've really left you out in my post.
As i continue writing and posting about all the friendship's i had in the past,
It really kinda hurts me deep down.There always something call ' Photo ', always reminding me that people will go.
But the image remains in the photo unchanged.
Flashbacks do hurt, it suck.
