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Thanks for this half a year of memories together with you.

You told me we have more reasons for not being together

then to be compare with those reasons for being together.

Be it if i was really damn demanding,
Be it if its you who can't meet up to my expectation.

You told me times & times that we're over, But i kept holding on to this because i know there is hope. I know that you were just venting your anger by saying those.

This time round,
I know its going to be no joke anymore.

I thought you will be the one whom is going to accept my ugly past,

Be my pillar to support on no matter whatever that seems crashing down on me.

You told me

We have decided to walk our own path.

Probably because you're chasing back for your past.

I know i should not have know that you've took the first step to get her back.

Whatever i've done, Whatever i've say,

Was not being appreciated, It was took as a judgement towards you.

It was took as a nagging done by me.

All i want was you to understand what is more important.

Maybe from the start, i should not have know anything at all.

When you started to asks me to stop giving a damn towards you,

I know the worst would be coming.

Everyday i stay at home, wondering how was your day without me.

But have you ever spare a thought for me?

Instead of going for your enjoyment,

Did you asks if i needed your accompany ? Have you ever thought that i was afraid of lonely?

Sometimes i really wish i would be more important than them.

We started out as secondary school classmate from the age of secondary 1 till 2.

We then become hi-bye friends by secondary 3-4.

We started being stranger after graduation.

We headed to club together on 2010 June.

You started meeting me, telling me about your past with your ex.

I was there consoling you & give every advice i could to make you move on.

Friends tease me that you've fallen for me.

I rejected you twice.

I accepted you during 02 January outside my place.

You started being with me for 24hours after 2months.

I have you hugging me to sleep, pampering me everyday without fail.

You woke up early in the morning just to accompany me to work.

You went to takeover my shift just to let me sleep more.

You make sure i do shopping whenever i want to.

Whenever you're asleep, i would disturb you to wakeup to accompany me down for supper.

We can argue like babies and fight like a adult.

We went overseas during May & we even thought of more infuture.

You told me you're willing to accept my uglypast.

You promise to pamper and give in to me after i had my operation more often.

Its all gone.

Thanks for making everything so clear for me.

Wish you all the best even if its the past that you're after for now.